POEMS
I AM poem
I am happy
I wonder if everything would stay this way
I hear laughter from my parents downstairs
I see them look at each other lovingly
I want them to always be happy
I am happy
I pretend to be happy
I feel dead inside
I touch my scars hoping they would go away
I worry that dad won't come back
I cry myself to sleep every night
I am depressed
I understand their differences
I say I'm fine
I dream that everything will be alright
I try to be cheerful
I hope for everything to be okay
I am suicidal
Two - Tone poem
Some days I'm a Dull Gray
Drained and Depressed
Suicidal and Isolated
Feeling like everyone's against me
Other days I'm a Bright Neon Pink
Messing Around and Hugging Everyone In Sight
Laughing Under The Sun and Singing Aloud
and I Feel like Dancing All Day